After watching a few movies/dramas; I've always wondered if they were real. I mean, when you would want someone to be happy because you love them, when they love someone else. - Maybe I'm asking myself the same question everyday but I never really know what the answer is.
I asked a friend if he would let his girl go for someone else. All he said was: "All I want is for her to be happy," Well those weren't the exact words but it was something like that. I thought about it for a while as I pondered what other guys would think, as to girls.
It seemed like if I were to ask millions of people around the world, it'd be the same answer and I really didn't want to do that survey which would be a waste. At least maybe 5 -10% would say differ and I'd be in front of them yawning while they explain to me why.
Sometimes I don't understand what people are trying to say. I mean when they need someone and that someone doesn't need them when they need someone else it just confuses me. -sorry, run on sentence-
Wouldn't someone feel so bad that it'd take quite a long time to heal. I guess the quote: "In time," or "Time heals all wounds." Would Help.
I guess in the end: You'll always let them go.
Posted at 12:32 am by
Vickii-Belle
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I watched Him play the game he loved. The one where you smash the shuttlecock (Badminton) - he played doubles with one of my school mates and he showed off his skills.
I made me feel disgusted. I missed him, I loved him but we weren't meant to be. I watched him play a little longer as I fooled around with his best friend to try and make him jealous. I played with little kids to try and get his attention.
He wasn't going to care and I didn't know how I was supposed to make him forgive me. Was I supposed to tell him I loved him and missed him or was I supposed to say Sorry. I leaned on the flag pole just inches away from his game with other students.
I let him know I was watching at times and at other times I would pretend that the game wasn't exciting. He was wining as he likes to do and feel. He loved to be ontop of the world. He was boss and he was in charge.
I was lost when I wasn't in his arms and I needed the charge in my life to direct me. Was I being too needy or was it because I really did need it. I watched him for a while more and more and more to see him play a game full of laughter. It was like he never changed.
Was I ready to forgive him? Or was I just being an insane freak missing a friend? I wanted him to be here once more and it wasn't just that..
It was More...
Posted at 09:17 pm by
Vickii-Belle
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Hey, guys. People who know that I moved well I did. Anywho I'm new here and yeah. Stuff like that.. I like literature and I LOVE to talk about my day or some stuff like that. Well hope you like it..
I'm into Punk Rock, Roxy, Billabong, BodyGlove and Quiksilver. I'm that kind of Girly but Punk kind of girl and I'm also kind of a bookworm..
Well.. Not much to say left..
Posted at 09:04 pm by
Vickii-Belle
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